Hope

Hope is needed, always. But for me personally, right now, it is about a new home, and wanting to work on my health and happiness. I am moving to a small town, where I will have a lot of new things to discover. I am happy to finally have a balcony to grow herbs on. I hope my family will enjoy spending time there. I can not wait making my own rugs and wall decorations, cooking, baking and working on my projects with more room to breath. This is also a bid for some independence. Now that I will have more space, I am hoping to slowly return to my grown up self, even if my illnesses are chronic in nature. I have come a long way from my burn out in the end of 2009, but I still have ways to go. I would like to set up my life and routines in such a way, that a darker chapter in the depression will not shake my overall ability to take care of everything. Having family, that helps me with practical and personal matters, is a relief so huge, that there are no words for it. I just want them to be able to worry less. It is my turn to fuss over everyone.

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PS. I have been working on more art than seen on this blog. They will hopefully be made into a zine later this year.